hi, i am crazy. so crazy. i do way too much.
ready for this?
what i had to do a few weeks ago: work for three honors class, VHS class, 4H, ride Dolly, clean her stall, babysitting
what i have to do now: work for three honors class, VHS class, 4H, ride Dolly, clean her stall, babysitting, stage managing, tutoring, extra 4H meeting, and i feel like i'm forgetting something else.

let me compare last Monday with this Monday:
last Monday:
12:30 to 1:20 - study hall, do most of my homework
1:20 - leave and go ride
4:00 - leave the barn
4:00 to dinnertime - finish homework
dinnertime to bedtime - peruse the internet
this Monday:
12:30 to 2:15 - tutor
2:30 to 5:00 - rehearsal
5:00 to 6:30 - ride
6:00 to now (8:00) - do homework, eat dinner, take a break, and i still have more homework to do

it's all my fault though. i took on tutoring. but I love it so much. I get to work with Zamira and Valentina from Colmbia and they speak Spanish. but they are so nice and so smart and i'm trying to help them with english and they are helping me so much with spanish. it really is so much fun. i was only going to be there for a period then try to ride before rehearsal, but i liked being there so much that i ended up staying for another period.

and for rehearsal today Abby said I didn't have to go, but I feel like I should go to as many as I can because I need to learn what to do and I need to get used to the atmosphere since i feel sort of like an outsider now but soon i will have to be yelling at all of them and know what i'm doing. so i will be there every rehearsal, expect when i have to leave early on Thursdays to babysit.

my schedule is so crazy. i had such an easy senior year up to this point, now I'm like...yeah the rest of the year was too early, pile it on. oh i remember what i forgot: New Moon Girls Sister to Sister thing i'm doing, Spain trip soon, then finals, prom

oh i'm so excited for prom. ha. that's really funny because two days ago I was not even close to being excited about prom, i was dreading it. but i love my dress. i tried it on again yesterday when i got home and it makes me feel pretty and beautiful and sexy and attractive and happy. so yeah that's what i like it. so now i can't wait until prom. another month and a few days. and oh after prom i have the horse show that i'm running. well it's the whole club running, but i said i would assign people jobs and stuff. so essentially i'm running it since i have to make sure they are doing their jobs. and oh i need to read two novels for english then write and essay on them and the other one i read in a little more than a month, and we have an essay in spanish. so crazy, so crazy.