i'm at home.
i'm bored.
maeve and maura are swimming.
i didn't want to go.
so i didn't.
i have been on the computer all day.
minus this morning.
i tried playing Band Hero but i couldn't find the drum sticks and after one song i was sick of it.
i was going to do something in my room but i took one step in and left.
i was going to put together a music video but i couldn't find the cord for the camera.
i want to do something creative and such but i don't know what.
i should read that AP book but i won't be able to concentrate.
i tried reading an actual good book i couldn't get past the second page.
my eyes are going weird from looking at the computer screen for so long.
i just don't know what to do.
ahhahhhhahrhghahhhhaghreahhh.

today was another good day.

so today is Thursday.
last night i went to bed past midnight because we went to see Inception and it was a good, but long, movie.
i woke up at 8:12am, and yes that is when my alarm went off.
i helped my mom get my horse ready to ride for her to have a lesson on.
i cleaned two stalls.
i helped my mom get flyboy ready to ride.
Emily arrived to clean stalls and Adam didn't come into the barn.
i was going to cut Pride's mane but i couldn't find the scissors.
i went out to the trailer to see if they were in there.
Adam was weeding over on the far side of barn.
i said "hi Adam" and he didn't hear me or see me because he had his ipod in.
i jumped up and down.
he took his headphone out and I said "hi Adam" and he said "hi".
i went to the trailer and found the scissors.
i walked back by and his headphones were still out so i said "they got you weeding now?" and he said "yep" and i said "lots of fun" and he said "oh yeah".
i cut Pride's mane.
i had nothing to do as my mother was riding flyboy so i told her i was going to clean out the trailer.
i walked by Adam, he had his headphones in and i don't know if he even knew i went by.
i cleaned the trailer quickly because it really wasn't that messy.
i had those butterflies as i tried to figure out something to say to him when i went back by.
he was sitting down and talking a break.
i asked something about music. and he said yeah. and we talked for a bit. i said that i was bored and didn't have anything to do. we talked about driving and i told him my epic fail the other day. he asked me about my book and i said it wasn't good and he said he was sure it was. i told him about inception. we said how we aren't big movie people.
he said "well this isn't going to get done itself" and i said "i won't bother you" and i think he said "see ya" and i waved and left.
i helped my mother untack Flyboy.
i walked around doing stuff.
my mother left to get food from Outlook.
i went down below to find Bella and she was coming up.
so we walked up.
Adam was weeding by the door so i said "Adam have you met Bella?" and introduced them.
Bella and I hung out in the tackroom while we waited for my mother to come back.
Adam and Emily came in and wrote down their hours and said bye.
Bella said that he was looking at me when he said "bye guys" and she got all giggly like.
i just smiled and said she was a silly girl.

so that was the second time i have talked to him. it went fairly well. there were some awkward silence like things because we were both just sort of facing each other talking. we weren't doing anything. at least he talked to me and made conversation. he didn't just say "i need to work" and blow me off. and it wasn't a one sided conversation. it's wasn't perfect but you know it was nice. (:

i missed Adam Tuesday morning. i could have woken up early and went over there but i kind of like my sleep. bella was there this morning and in her words "i passed him in the aisle and was kind of checking him out and he said hi." and that was all she said to him. good. i would rather be the only one who has the courage to talk to him. dana probably will but she hasn't been there the same time as him. i haven't either since last Thursday. but tomorrow i think i will be up there early. my mom will be having her lesson so i can talk to him then, right? yeah while i'm cleaning stalls and riding Flyboy for my sister.

i have a tumblr. i am not sure how much i like it. but it's public. Devin M, Lucas F, and Katelyn are all following it. so there is at least three people who read it. the only reason they are following is because i followed them first but still it's like whoa. but chyeah.

i should be doing stuff now.

i want to watch High School Musical now. I never saw the third one. the second one wasn't that good. was there a fourth one too? i don't think so. but i want to watch it. and yes i enjoy corny movies like that. Hannah Montanta movie is another good one. Lucas Till? yes please.

why did this cross my mind at 9:51 on a Monday night during the summer? well i just watched this fabulous video where someone played a Justin Bieber song on the recorder. Interested? click here so then i went and watched all this youtuber's videos. and one of them is of a duet of the song Breaking Free from HSM.

i posted a lot today. not sure why. maybe because today was a boring type of day. we tried doing a music video type of thing but it didn't really work out. because we grew bored of it and didn't want to do it anymore. so maybe i'll go to bed soon or just watch more youtube videos.

first driving "adventure" that could have turned into a mishap.

well i drove from my house down to Intervale farm in my mother's beast of a car all fine and dandy. then i was just going to drive home from Lori and Bella's house. we get to the scary Y intersect and some people in their car slow down by us and it turns out it's Elena and her dad from the babygroup. so they pull over and i put the car in park. and we talk for a bit. then they leave and now i have to turn in this awful intersection. you can't see cars coming from pretty much either side. my dad told me to kind of go around it in case another car is coming. so i try to do that with my mom's car but it goes a little faster than my dad's and i hear Elena's dad say something. greeatttt. i drive perfectly the whole day and they have the see the one mistake. but it's kind of a good thing i did or else there might have been a car crash because a car comes speeding and and is now on my bumper. so my mom tells me to kind of pull over and put my blinkers on. so i do. now i don't know the width of this huge car so i don't know how far over i can go. so i sort of go in a ditch and my mom kind of freaks out and i tell her to calm down. the car speeds by and i get out of the ditch fine and make it home fine. thank you very much. but yeah that was the first time i've driven with my mom and she was holding the little handle she has the whole time. and then right before that happens Elena's dad asks if she has the emergency brake on her side, which she doesn't. way to freak my mom out. but it's probably a good thing she doesn't have it or else she might have put it on right when i was pulling into that intersection and we would have got run over by that car speeding down. so yeah i'm kind of in a bad mood right now. especially since the first time i see Elena in years i'm wearing riding pants and my rubber boots and an old t-shirt. i can dress nicely for the barn but today wasn't one of that. greattttt.

and i'm not sure how much value i should take in Emily's friend request because now she is both Maeve and my mom's friend and Adam is Maeve's friend too. but still there had to be something that spurred her to add the Ronan family on facebook and something that made Adam add Maeve because I doubt Maeve would have requested them herself. anyways. i should do some questions on the stupid AP book. gahhh.

the reason i ride horses through the woods is because i don't like to walk through the woods.

just a picture and a smile for you.

these are comments on a picture of my lovely book.



edit: i would also like to mention (mostly because i can't just post a picture without writing something) that Adam's sister Emily requested me as a friend on facebook today. she has been working at the barn for almost a year now and has not felt the need to add me until now. maybe i was a topic of conversation at one point in their family? that might be hoping for a little too much. now i need to get ready to go to the barn. too late for any Munksas to be there. i'll be at the barn early Friday for a lesson and maybe i'll go early Thursday for my mother's lesson and be nice and clean the stalls for her. ;)